FISHING FOR IDENTITIES
Callings are Becoming Manifest]
4/27/04: You dropped something.
I saw someone handing me a little piece of paper.
Please donít tell me what I want to know.
just happened to be hungry. I want to see your face.
I saw a man who I thought was Jesus in disguise. He had
a beard, and his eyes were closed. He wore fishing
clothes along with a fishing hat pulled way down over
his hair as though He was partially disguised on a
secret mission. The last time Jesus visited me at my
bedside, He was praying for me and also had His eyes
My impression was that this was Jesus in disguise, on a
fishing expedition to find someoneís identity or face.
Whoever He is searching for is reluctant to find out his
or her identity or calling.
was this month and Wayne bought me a BD balloon. I love
balloons. I would fill my house with them if I could.
One Valentineís day, through a gift of a dozen balloons,
I had an amazing progression of love kisses from the
Lord. This lasted 3 months while they floated freely
about the house,
strange part of this particular BD balloon, is that I
would get up and turn it around so I could see its face,
then it would bump right back again. For all these
weeks, I have never seen its face. I only remembered
that it said Happy Birthday. Finally Wayne cut the
string a couple days ago, to let it float freely. It
stayed put, still with its face turned away.
was feeling sad about a certain promise I had been given
from the Lord about someoneís calling. It had yet to be
made manifest. As I came into the room, I noticed the
balloon had moved and floated up behind the lights. Of
course, it was faced with its back towards me, stuck
against the mirror. I said, deep within the ache of my
heart, "Help me! Iím stuck!" (I said this to mean that
my promise from the Lord about this calling was stuck
and had yet to turn its face and be made manifest.) I
sat down in a heap and just held on and prayed.
the balloon fell down from behind the light, turned its
face towards me FOR THE FIRST TIME and I sat in utter
amazement as it floated gently towards me then stayed
put right in front of my face, eye level, about 1 foot
away. I stared at the face of this balloon for the first
time since my BD. There were four smilie face flowers
all in a row. Then just as soon as I noticed this, the
balloon fell and moved over to touch my knees. It just
stayed hugging my knees until I got up. I was so amazed
and knew the Lord was speaking to me that I was not lose
hope. The promise is coming.
CONFIRMATION: Tonight I turned in the little book,
"Children, Can You Hear Me?" (by Brad Jersak) I was very
touched by this perfect and quickened Word from the
heart can see my face.
does it look like to you?
expression do you see?
look at my face,
see how much I love you.
see that I care about how you are doing.
see that I enjoy your company.
Sometimes I look happy. Ask me why!!
reason is because I think youíre terrific,
glad to be your friend.
Sometimes I look sad. Ask me why.
Iím sad because I know you are sad.
can cheer each other up!
your face, let me hear your voice. Because your voice is
sweet and your face is full of love. (SS 2:14)
CONFIRMATION AND SUDDEN REVELATION; On the other side of
the page is a picture of Jesus sitting on a school bench
with a little girl. They both have tears and His are
streaming down His face and she is drying them. This
childrenís picture of Jesus was the EXACT face of the
man I saw the other night in the fishing gear. My
perception was accurate, I had seen Jesus in disguise.
hindsight, Jesus being in disguise was also a parable
that those for whom He was searching are also in
disguise. They have been nurtured and prepared for their
callings, but who they are in Him have yet to be
to Ponder are summaries of His quickened Words}
PONDER: IN SEARCH OF THE RELUCTANT ONES
working on secret missions right now. I AM going fishing
to find, identify and commission leaders into their
places. These dear ones have been tried in the fire, and
many are reluctant and hiding, having already gone
through more then enough. Many do not know their
identities and some are not even interested. I may turn
their faces towards My truth of their calling, but they
bounce right back again as though not even noticing.
not understand, that for the span of their entire lives,
all they have gone through has prepared them for this
hour. I have suffered and cried along with them, and
have never left their side. Little do they know that
their training is almost complete. A few finishing
strokes, along with the full understanding of their
calling and identity, and they shall be prepared in no
time at all. I will hug and hold them tight as they turn
their faces towards Me and I turn My face towards them.
I will cling to them and hold them snugly until they
stand and are able accept the revelation of their
He walked by the Sea of Galilee, He saw Simon and Andrew
his brother casting a net into the sea; for they were
fishermen. Then Jesus said to them, "Follow Me, and I
will make you become fishers of men." They immediately
left their nets and followed Him. When He had gone a
little farther from there, He saw James the son of
Zebedee, and John his brother, who also were in the boat
mending their nets. And immediately He called them, and
they left their father Zebedee in the boat with the
hired servants, and went after Him.