VIDEOS: DO NOT SEAR YOUR conscience
INTERPRETATION TONGUES: One of the words I said
was Video. I said that word several times
and I knew my spirit was earnestly praying over this.
I had watched a historical western movie (I really enjoy
pioneer shows) that had 2 scenes that slimed my eye
gates. I fast forwarded them but the image of the first
one continued to blaze in my mind. By the end of the
movie my faith fell. I should have turned off the show
immediately upon the first violation and covered it by
the blood of Jesus. I try to be extremely selective in
ratings and content in what I watch on TV, with no
sexual innuendos... if there is even any suggestion of
such I turn it off instead of fast forwarding. I also
avoid contaminating my eye gates with violence and my
ear gates with potty mouth. So if after censoring all
that, I choose to watch a show that promises to be
edifying, if something occurs that is NOT SCRIPTURAL,
then I can simply delete it right then and there, cover
it by the blood of Jesus and not have it damage my
But on this occasion, because I continued to watch the
show, it caused my faith to fall because I had doubted
that I had pleased the Lord with my choice to continue,
because I saw the STOP sign and gambled by not heeding
it. My fellowship that I have with the Lord through
receiving visions is one of the most precious gifts I
have and I do not want them defiled with demons and 2nd
My faith is one of the most precious gifts I have and it
is so vulnerable to falling. Whatsoever is not of faith
is sin, and this caused a breach. I am standing in the
gap every day for our family to be safe and my choice
was just not acceptable.
HEARD: Withdraw. Lay your life down. My
VISION: I saw a clear vision of Jesus and He
was fully leaning forward in a position as though ready
to run a race.
Therefore we also, since we are surrounded by so
great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every
weight, and the sin which so easily ensnares us, and let
us run with endurance the race that is set before us,
looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of our
faith, who for the joy that was set before Him endured
the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the
right hand of the throne of God.
HEARD: Making sketches so I can move faster
and move beyond what I had before.
We are going to the movies and need a place to
start. No more than PG. Just keep it locked.
It's Me sweetheart. Assurance. I said it all. I am
WORD O' GRAM: CONSCIENCE
aware, I understand.
what is sullied and tainted,
denying what I perceive, I see that
faith results when I refuse what I know.
where I am not in alignment with God's Word.
beholding my motives and behavior,
associations of my mind and heart keep me from
my conscience and gambling with cause and effect.
my failure with Jesus' blood, I run His race with
Rom 2:14-16 NLT
Even Gentiles, who do not have God's written law,
show that they know his law when they instinctively obey
it, even without having heard it. They demonstrate that
God's law is written in their hearts, for their own
conscience and thoughts either accuse them or tell them
they are doing right.
To the pure all things are pure, but to those who are
defiled and unbelieving nothing is pure; but even their
mind and conscience are defiled. They profess to know
God, but in works they deny Him, being abominable,
disobedient, and disqualified for every good work.
suneidesis (soon-i'-day-sis); from a prolonged form of
coperception, i.e. moral consciousness:
KJV - conscience.
suneido (soon-i'-do); from NT:4862 and NT:1492;
to see completely;
used (like its primary) only in two past tenses,
respectively meaning to
or become aware, and to be conscious or (clandestinely)
KJV - consider, know, be privy,
be ware of.
sun (soon); a primary preposition denoting union; with
or together (but much closer than NT:3326 or NT:3844),
i.e. by association,
companionship, process, resemblance,
possession, instrumentality, addition, etc.:
KJV - beside, with. In composition it has similar
applications, including completeness.
eido (i'-do); a primary verb; used only in certain past
tenses, the others being borrowed from the equivalent
NT:3700 and NT:3708; properly,
(literally or figuratively); by implication (in the perf.
only) to know:
KJV - be aware, behold, can (+not tell), consider,
(have) know (-ledge), look (on), perceive, see, be sure,
tell, understand, wish, wot. Compare NT:3700.
1 Tim 3:9-10
...Holding the mystery of the faith with a pure
1 Tim 1:18-20
...According to the prophecies previously made
concerning you, that by them you may wage the good
warfare, having faith and a good conscience, which some
having rejected, concerning the faith have suffered
1 Tim 4:2-3
...Having their own conscience seared with a hot
kausteriazo (kows-tay-ree-ad'-zo) or kauteriazo (kow-tay-ree-ad'-zo);
from a derivative of NT:2545; to brand ("cauterize"),
i.e. (by implication) to render unsensitive
KJV - sear with a hot iron.
CONFIRMATIONS: I turned with anointed hands to
the following Words:
AH: WORD TO PONDER: WHEN YOU FALL OFF YOUR HORSE
I know it is hard to fall off your horse and get back
on. And we do give you time to recover - and, yes, even
when you feel the need to keep your head buried for a
while. But, precious, you must breathe and come up for
Stand up dear one, and return to obedience to what I
have told you. Stand up beloved, and climb back on.
Honor My prophetic Word over your life, for it will go
well with thee.
It is only in serving Me that you will find the grace to
overcome all that assails you. Stretch forth the rod I
have given you and walk in the authority to which I have
called you. As you walk the path of your destiny, I AM
carrying you upon My own back. It is a balancing act
not to fall off, but I AM not running, I AM walking.
One day at a time, Precious, simply walk with Me. The
angels rejoice as you are willing to get up and move
forward. ‘Up and at em’, let’s go.
Prov 24:16 NKJV
For a righteous man may fall seven times and rise
again, but the wicked shall fall by calamity.
AH: WORD TO PONDER: CHANGE COMES FROM WITHIN
Change does not originate on the outside appearance of
what you see or experience. Real change is not cosmetic
and superficial. Sincere change comes from your
motives, deepest desires and heart. Beloved when the
desires of your heart line up with My desires, when we
become one and in agreement in areas that need to
change, then you will experience the kind of change that
is fruitful and lasting.
Your fruit will be visible on the outside, but it will
be a result of your deepest desire to change what is
necessary in order to grow that fruit. What do you want
beloved one? Just like works is the fruit of your
faith, so the resolutions you crave will be brought
through inner changes in your heart.
Ps 55:19 NKJV
Because they do not change, therefore they do not
CONSECRATING YOUR EYES FOR HOLY VISIONS