INTIMACY WHEN EXPRESSING DEATH TO SELF  2/12/09 

DREAM: I saw all these angels descend from the sky onto earth and they were all dressed in black leotard material.  They were sent to help partner with those who were to dance or do some form of artistic expression to what the Holy Spirit was speaking into their lives.  I saw a person I knew who was a radical warrior in his ministry and he was going to do a warfare dance of some sort. 

It was my turn to step up and I was completely at peace with this.  I was supported by an angelic man dressed in the black leotards.  He remained behind me so that he was just there to help lift and stabilize me and not be my attention.  I was doing dance movements with stretching and nuances of dance expression to what the Holy Spirit was saying.  I could hear and feel His music in my senses and it was instinctive expressions through my body to the music coming from His heart. 

At the end of this, the angel brought me 2 dvds.  One was small, which was the dance I had just done in the dream and the other dvd was atleast 10 inches wide.  It was massive and I knew it was a culmination of years in my past when I had danced to the music of the Holy Spirit and been carried by the Lord through the whole longing, yearning, and bittersweet intercessory time.  For me this intercession was also a time of personal death to self with many tears as I leaned upon Him to help me through it.  As the angel held it in his hands, I felt what he was feeling.  It was a sense of holy awe that what had been recorded on this DVD had meant so much to the Lord that He had treasured each moment as a gift to Him. 

Then I went to a large hauling truck where the door had been lifted to see what was inside.  I saw all these very colorful books in memory of when people had various expressions of their dance with the Holy Spirit.  They were mostly children’s books, each one uniquely special.  One was a darling 3-D sticker book where the wings on the butterfly and the petals on the flowers were sticking out of the cover.  Each one was a loving keepsake to the Lord and would be kept in remembrance of their time of expressions with Him.

Mal 3:16  NKJV

Then those who feared the LORD spoke to one another,  And the LORD listened and heard them;  So a book of remembrance was written before Him for those who fear the LORD and who meditate on His name.

HEARD:  World wide visitations.  What will happen.  Strong medicine.  Alignment.  To make you whole. 

HEARD:  Identity.  Instinct, it’s who they  are. I’ll let them share and do that.  Dramatic forest.  In the flesh wrestling match.

[Cant see the forest through the trees.]

Victorious.  Expression of the Holy Spirit. United in one.  As we danced.  Afterwards, the peaceable fruit. 

Heb 12:10-11 AMP

For [our earthly fathers] disciplined us for only a short period of time and chastised us as seemed proper and good to them; but He disciplines us for our certain good, that we may become sharers in His own holiness.

11 For the time being no discipline brings joy, but seems grievous and painful; but afterwards it yields a peaceable fruit of righteousness to those who have been trained by it [a harvest of fruit which consists in righteousness — in conformity to God's will in purpose, thought, and action, resulting in right living and right standing with God].

[Lord these world wide visitation angels dressed in black leotards, did they come to help people go through death to self?]

HEARD:  Exactly.  What was the purpose?  To graduate.  Crossing over the river Jordan. 

GLOSSARY

DEFINE:  BLACK CLOTHES

Black is a parable of death, death to self, mourning, grieving, sadness, darkness, no light, funeral, tomb time.

Matt 10:38-39  

And he who does not take his cross and follow after Me is not worthy of Me.  He who finds his life will lose it, and he who loses his life for My sake will find it.