INTIMACY WHEN EXPRESSING DEATH TO SELF 2/12/09
DREAM: I saw all these angels descend from the
sky onto earth and they were all dressed in black
leotard material. They were sent to help partner with
those who were to dance or do some form of artistic
expression to what the Holy Spirit was speaking into
their lives. I saw a person I knew who was a radical
warrior in his ministry and he was going to do a warfare
dance of some sort.
It was my turn to step up and I was completely at
peace with this. I was supported by an angelic man
dressed in the black leotards. He remained behind me so
that he was just there to help lift and stabilize me and
not be my attention. I was doing dance movements with
stretching and nuances of dance expression to what the
Holy Spirit was saying. I could hear and feel His music
in my senses and it was instinctive expressions through
my body to the music coming from His heart.
At the end of this, the angel brought me 2 dvds. One
was small, which was the dance I had just done in the
dream and the other dvd was atleast 10 inches wide. It
was massive and I knew it was a culmination of years in
my past when I had danced to the music of the Holy
Spirit and been carried by the Lord through the whole
longing, yearning, and bittersweet intercessory time.
For me this intercession was also a time of personal
death to self with many tears as I leaned upon Him to
help me through it. As the angel held it in his hands,
I felt what he was feeling. It was a sense of holy awe
that what had been recorded on this DVD had meant so
much to the Lord that He had treasured each moment as a
gift to Him.
Then I went to a large hauling truck where the door
had been lifted to see what was inside. I saw all these
very colorful books in memory of when people had various
expressions of their dance with the Holy Spirit. They
were mostly children’s books, each one uniquely
special. One was a darling 3-D sticker book where the
wings on the butterfly and the petals on the flowers
were sticking out of the cover. Each one was a loving
keepsake to the Lord and would be kept in remembrance of
their time of expressions with Him.
Mal 3:16 NKJV
Then those who feared the LORD spoke to one another,
And the LORD listened and heard them; So a book of
remembrance was written before Him for those who fear
the LORD and who meditate on His name.
HEARD: World wide visitations. What will
happen. Strong medicine. Alignment. To make you
HEARD: Identity. Instinct, it’s who they
are. I’ll let them share and do that. Dramatic
forest. In the flesh wrestling match.
[Cant see the forest through the trees.]
Victorious. Expression of the Holy Spirit. United in
one. As we danced. Afterwards, the peaceable fruit.
Heb 12:10-11 AMP
For [our earthly fathers] disciplined us for only a
short period of time and chastised us as seemed proper
and good to them; but He disciplines us for our certain
good, that we may become sharers in His own holiness.
11 For the time being no discipline brings joy, but
seems grievous and painful; but afterwards it yields a
peaceable fruit of righteousness to those who have been
trained by it [a harvest of fruit which consists in
righteousness — in conformity to God's will in purpose,
thought, and action, resulting in right living and right
standing with God].
[Lord these world wide visitation angels dressed in
black leotards, did they come to help people go through
death to self?]
HEARD: Exactly. What was the purpose? To
graduate. Crossing over the river Jordan.
DEFINE: BLACK CLOTHES
Black is a parable of death, death to self, mourning,
grieving, sadness, darkness, no light, funeral, tomb
And he who does not take his cross and follow after
Me is not worthy of Me. He who finds his life will lose
it, and he who loses his life for My sake will find it.