EXPERIENCE:  FOR THOSE TEARS I DIED 1/15/12

I cried twice the last 2 days and went to bed very weary and my eyes were extremely tired and I found it hard to focus.  Then I was awake in the middle of the night.  I turned to my 2009 rhema on my iTouch.  I slid the scroll bar down to 3/31/09 since that is where my eye glanced.  My eye fell on FOR THOSE TEARS I DIED.  This was such a beautiful blessing to my heart to know He had heard my prayers and yearnings for provision, protection and health for my family.  Tears are a language all their own without words.  I slide up and here is the rhema it came from:

EXPERIENCE 3/13/09:  Today I cried a lot in the car when Wayne was sharing about heaven.  Then tonight this QW came out.  It really touched me.

WORD TO PONDER:  EVERY DOT AND TITTLE BELONGS TO ME 

Sweet one, I want you to know I have heard every prayer, every nuance, every complaint, every tear drop.  I have all your letter “i”s dotted and your letter “t”s crossed.  I know every dot and tittle down to the last minute of every day.  Thank You for abiding in Me, trusting in Me, pouring your heart out to Me, leaning on Me, asking for My help, and allowing Me to be Your Provider.  I love to take care of you and it means so much when you receive My loving care.  Beloved you are Mine and always will be. 

Ps 139:16-18 NLT

Every day of my life was recorded in your book. Every moment was laid out before a single day had passed.  How precious are your thoughts about me, O God! They are innumerable!  I can't even count them; they outnumber the grains of sand!

Luke 12:25-27 NKJV

And which of you by worrying can add one cubit to his stature?  If you then are not able to do the least, why are you anxious for the rest? 

Phil 4:6-7 NLT

Don't worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. If you do this, you will experience God's peace, which is far more wonderful than the human mind can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus.

PS:  That night as I was drifting off to sleep, just as if no time had passed at all from my car prayer and bedtime, I heard the Lord whisper to me:  “For those tears I died.” 

Ps 56:8-9 NKJV

You number my wanderings; Put my tears into Your bottle; Are they not in Your book?  When I cry out to You, ten my enemies will turn back; this I know, because God is for me.

Heb 5:7-9 NKJV

...in the days of His flesh, when He had offered up prayers and supplications, with vehement cries and tears to Him who was able to save Him from death, and was heard because of His godly fear, though He was a Son, yet He learned obedience by the things which He suffered.  And having been perfected, He became the author of eternal salvation to all who obey Him.

CONFIRMATION:  4/01/09 

I read this quote from Bob Jones today, as he was prophesying over a lady:

“Bob Jones continues: “It’s their time, you understand that?  Its your time. And the reason I think he showed me a woman, is women have to quit being second class citizens.  And it’s the year of the woman. So your strength is in crying.  Understand that one? Your strength is in weeping and prayer.”