SPEAK FROM THE HEART
notice for jury duty came in the mail, I prayed that if
I was selected, the Lord would give me His Word so I
could share it with you. I continued to pray over the
selection and Word up to the very day.
could hear a pin drop as the attorneys introduced the
case to prospective jurors. I sat stunned as they
revealed the case was about 8 counts of sexual abuse to
a 5 year old little girl. You could feel the emotions
and the shock ripple through the room. They carefully
interviewed each and every person, excusing many, as
these prospective jurors broke down in tears - publicly
revealing their own sexual abuse from their past. By the
end of the first day, the jury was selected and many,
many had revealed their personal associations with
sexual abuse and their inability to discern fairly in
the case. It was heart rendering to hear and see the
statistics, knowing it was but a poll of the world. And
to hear the freshness of their pain, as though it was
just yesterday; God has a lot of work to do to heal His
wounded children of all ages.
attorneys said there would be no evidence and no
specific dates of occurrences, and so all we had to go
on was discerning the credibility of the opposing
testimonies. That precious 5 year old little girl was
going to testify. It was going to be a difficult week
for those who were left. As it turned out, my number 12
was selected for the jury out of the waiting room pool
of about 300 people. I stayed in chair #12 for the
remainder of jury selection and the trial. It was His
little girl held her heavy secret for 3 long years. The
night it was disclosed, she was in her bunk bed crying,
"Please Lord, forgive me." Her sister heard her tears
and wanted to know why she was praying that way. The
little girl would only reveal her secret if her sister
promised she would not tell. Her sister told her she
could not do that, and the little girl decided to tell
her anyway. The next day her interview with the doctor
was videotaped. The jury watched the video and heard her
testify on the stand about her past. To see the visual
shame coming from a tiny 5 year on the witness stand was
horrendous. She didn't even look like she could be 5.
But to hear her heavy sighs as she tried to relieve the
burden of her stress in testifying against someone she
loved, was indescribable. I saw through a window that
every person on earth suffers terrible, terrible shame,
whether they are innocent or whether they are guilty.
The world is slimed with shame.
I prayed, binding the lying spirit and loosing the truth
to be known to the jury. I prayed that we would be of
one accord in hearing the truth of what really happened,
and that our vote would be unanimous according to God's
justice. As it turned out, we voted unanimously that he
was guilty of all 8 counts. God came to the rescue of
His little child and we told her that we believed her.
QUICKENED QUOTES DURING THE TRIAL
abuse affects all relationships." (male from the jury
"Children waffle under stress." (police statement)
will be good for jury duty, she can always tell if you
did something naughty." (Family Circus cartoon on the
children speak from the heart." (this was a teacher's
answer as to why she should be excused from jury. She
knew she would believe the child's testimony.)
is your chance to tell her that you believe her." (the
attorney's final statement on behalf of the 5 year old
MEANINGS OF THE NAMES IN THE CASE
God: the little girl's name.
the older sister who heard her prayer (and refused to
keep the secret if told)
the shocked father who wanted to avenge his daughter.
one: the abuser. (the spirit of antichrist)
to Ponder are summaries of His quickened Words of
prophetic revelation, punched with the word of wisdom
and written under inspiration.}
PONDER: SPEAK TO ME FROM YOUR HEART
children draw near to Me, I AM shining the light on the
truth of their abuse, and making the deeds of darkness
manifest. Truly, the false antichrist spirit has raped
My house, the house of God. I have heard the prayers and
pleas of My children world wide. Such shame they have
suffered from so much abuse! I am hearing their cases
and weighing the truth. These matters are encumbered and
not simple to separate. I AM drawing a line of
demarcation between the holy and the profane. There
shall be a clear division and you shall see the two
separate as they collide.
dear ones, that I AM hearing the heart of My children.
Call upon Me with your child-like heart. Trust Me that I
hear your story and will come as your Daddy of Justice.
I will place each and every thing on My great balance
scale and I will vindicate your cry for truth. I yearn
to heal you of your wounds and restore your childlike
joy and bounce. I will set you free.
judge me on the scales of justice, for he knows my