I had a really bad day today. I became angry at a repeated
circumstance and cycle that has not yet changed. As result
I was impatient and disrespectful. I am not an angry person
or personality, and yet with this cycle, I became angry. I
repented a ton of times before I went to bed, remembering
James 1:20 For the anger of man works not the
righteousness of God.
Ephesians 4:26-27 Be angry, and sin not: let not the sun
go down upon your wrath: 27 Neither give place to the devil.
Are you angry? Prized bull. Be careful, sins of the
When I heard this, the Lord’ voice was SO small and tiny and
gentle. Silent tears fell on my pillow as I sadly admitted,
“Yes Lord I am angry.” I was thinking about a bull stuck in
a china closet.
This is caused by a deep childhood wound. I’m so sorry.
Wound. I will heal you, I promise.
His loving warning packed with gentle and loving
understanding just melted me! He is so precious to
understand not only our failings but also why we fail.
Proverbs 24:16 For a just man falls seven times, and
rises up again: but the wicked shall fall by calamity.
This morning when I woke I turned to the Word to Ponder
website and this is the one that randomly popped up!
Beloved one, when you stuff your emotions, it like being in
an environment that cooks hotter and hotter. This can
eventually cause hidden anger, unforgiveness and finally
bitterness. Find a friend to share your burdens with. Come
together in agreement and prayer so that you may conquer
these things that you have carried for so long. I want you
free from things that grip your soul. Always pray over
everything and learn to share your burdens.
Gal 6:2 NKJV
Bear one another’s burdens, and so fulfill the law of
QWN CONFIRMATION! TAKE THE BULL BY THE HORNS
Someone responded to a post about being in labor on labor
day (yesterday) and they said they heard, “Let’s take the
bull by its horns.”
Define from www: deal bravely and decisively with a
difficult, dangerous, or unpleasant situation.
CONFIRMATION FACEBOOK TODAY:
WORD TO PONDER OVERCOMING COMPOUNDED CHILDHOOD WOUNDS
Precious one, yes I do allow some circumstantial cycles to
continue in your life until you are cleansed and healed from
the inside out. Many of these issues that cause you torment
are from your childhood that you have little memory of how
events affected you on your inside. I realize the pain of
this has been compounded so many times in your life you have
lost track. I know that you have forgiven over and over and
over again. I realize it is way beyond you to heal
yourself. Simply confess your faults and pray that you be
healed. I really do love you, understand you and am
bringing you into My own image.
James 5:16 Confess your faults one to another, and pray
one for another, that you may be healed. The effectual
fervent prayer of a righteous man avails much.
OLD TESTS ARE FOR HEALING
When you suddenly find yourself caught in an old test,
one that you have taken before, rejoice. This is your chance
to get things right from places where you have stumbled in
your past. Dear ones, this circle of pain is not allowed to
make you fall, but to bring healing deep within your soul.
Sometimes there a tiny threads of past disappointments that
are like little ingrown hairs. Life grows around them as you
press on in life and they are ignored and unnoticed. When it
is time to repair an old wound, I allow this little pain to
work its way toward the surface of your heart. Before you
know it, there is a red area, a pocket of infection that has
become openly transparent. Give these old places to Me and I
will lance these pimples with My sword. I will draw out the
infection with My love and grant you the warm balm of My
healing Word. Always remember that when you ask Me for
forgiveness, I do not keep a record of your sins, you are
completely forgiven, My beloved child.
Ps 130:3, 4 NLT
LORD, if you kept a record of our sins, who, O Lord, could
ever survive? But you offer forgiveness, that we might learn
to fear you.